IN YOUR NATURE

i haven’t been able to get you off my mind

not like i’ve been trying really hard to forget you

going to our favorite restaurants

eating your favorite ice cream

listening to our songs

i don’t even like flying lotus

i used to pretend i was asleep, and i’d watch you play your guitar

if only i could yell at you to stop losing your keys again

if only i could even just look at you from across the room

tall girls break my heart now

my eyes trace their long legs hoping they lead up to you

i swear to god i tried to fill the gaps with everything after you left

i’m sorry that i did that, none of it worked

and now i’m plain heartbroken for you