April 2012
14 posts
Apr 30th
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Why are people still having babies Don’t you realize that there are already not enough parking spaces for everyone as it is? Don’t you people know there are thousands of children in the abused foster care system? Don’t you know there are puppies being euthanized? Is adoption like thrifting for lives? High thoughts. But seriously. Being pregnant is kind of weird anyway. Why...
Apr 30th
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All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head
Apr 30th
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Every single night I endure the flight Of little wings of white flamed Butterflies in my head These ideas of mine Percolate the mind Tickle down the spine Swarm the belly, swelling to a blaze That’s when the pain comes in Like a second skeleton Trying to fit beneath the skin I can’t fit the feelings in Every single nights a fight with my brain Why’d I say it to...
Apr 22nd
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april 18
the junction lights off in all the houses no one there to watch us
Apr 19th
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Faint light of dawn I’m listening to you breathing in and breathing out Needing nothing You’re honey dipped You are beautiful, floating clouds, soft world I can’t feel my lips I’m going down, I don’t want to change I’m going down, going down the drain -Sia
Apr 19th
Occasionally I underestimate people. Occasionally I underestimate myself.
Apr 16th
The first time I text messaged I was like 13 years old. I got a new phone, the same kind as my best friend because I was so totally obsessed with her. I was in the car on my way to Big Bear and I was texting my friends dealer trying to get some weed for the trip. So if you were to ask me, the answer is yes. I’ve always been a g6.
Apr 16th
I haven’t killed myself yet because when I look at pictures of myself as a baby it’s hard for me to imagine that little girl growing up to be as sad as me.
Apr 13th
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Apr 10th
2,755 notes
Emma got a trim...
I love presents.
Apr 8th
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Apr 7th
Anonymous asked: Why do all girls like black guys
Apr 5th
Apr 2nd
69 notes
March 2012
8 posts
Mar 26th
Mar 22nd
Sunday
You can close all the windows, girl But the birds will still sing
Mar 18th
Mar 16th
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Mar 15th
Mar 12th
Saturday
Emma, so many girls write so many words over you. But only I get to turn around in the earliest hours of the morning, and lay my lips on your sweaty head.  I love you.
Mar 11th
Anonymous asked: don't worry about making friends in Ia. you are funny, smart, and lovely. friends won't be a problem. come hang out with me! i live in coralville. so you will already have one friend! <3 abby
Mar 11th
February 2012
2 posts
Feb 6th
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Feb 6th
408 notes
January 2012
25 posts
Jan 30th
1,478 notes
Sometimes you are the one losing Sometimes you are the one lost
Jan 29th
26 days
and i’m moving away. to iowa city. i am excited/terrified/anxious/and really nauseous. but we got a 3bdrm place for $850 in the “heart of downtown iowa city” so that’s exciting. google maps has shown me that we are within walking distance to pretty much everything. most importantly prairie lights and sanctuary. i’ve never been to either but apparently they are...
Jan 28th
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Jan 22nd
4,985 notes
Anonymous asked: I'm well. I'm glad you are doing okay. Your posts have seemed so despondent lately. What happened with Emma?
Jan 21st
“It’s a new year. You can be anything you want. You can do anything you want. You...”
– Twitter / @claytoncubitt (via claytoncubitt)
Jan 20th
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Write me a bridge away from the storm I don’t know the words to the song you were born to sing But I know your fingers will bleed when you play the chords And maybe you’ll need me then like I need you now When I say that I miss you I’ll mean something more I mean I’ve been biding my time till you kiss me again I keep poems like secrets then tell them when I’m tired Of hiding who I am I am...
Jan 20th
I just want the woods so bad Bark on trees and banana slugs Emma in the tall grass Great blue skies Mountains standing firm behind us I imagine a cool breeze, my hair is long I’m trying to walk towards you but the grass is tall So I lay down and it’s glorious Because its you and me And we made it
Jan 20th
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Roll the dice
If you’re going to try, go all the way. Otherwise, don’t even start. If you’re going to try, go all the way. This could mean losing girlfriends, Wives, relatives, jobs and Maybe your mind. Go all the way. It could mean not eating for 3 or 4 days. It could mean freezing On a park bench. It could mean jail, It could mean derision, Mockery, Isolation, Isolation is...
Jan 20th
Anonymous asked: how are you?
Jan 19th
flaked on my friend to be by myself whatever that means now i’m home listening to fiona apple and natalie merchant drinking merlot and vacuuming in my underwear am i lame or completely sexy
Jan 18th
This life takes your heart And It shatters it And puts all the pieces into a blender And then flushes the rest down the toilet And then makes the sun rise so beautifully Every fucking morning
Jan 17th
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Jan 15th
117,817 notes
i’m heartbroken and it hurts
Jan 15th
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Jan 15th
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i haven’t been able to get you off my mind not like i’ve been trying really hard to forget you going to our favorite restaurants eating your favorite ice cream listening to our songs i don’t even like flying lotus i used to pretend i was asleep, and i’d watch you play your guitar if only i could yell at you to stop losing your keys again if only i could even just...
Jan 15th
Jan 15th
I think I’m forever emotionally stunted at 15 years old. There’s no moving forward from here. I am destined to always love Gilmore Girls and The Format. I think of Keaton so often. He was such a big part of my life, and I still haven’t met him. The Internet boyfriend who got away, I suppose. I still know his phone number by heart.
Jan 14th
Jan 14th
5 notes
In 2012 I will probably do what I’ve been doing since 2008. Get high, make up extravagant plans to escape, and then press the snooze on my alarm once more. Maybe this year I’ll take a night class. One of these days I’ll just finally go
Jan 14th
1 note
To thine own self be true.
Jan 9th
3 notes
Emma
Jan 3rd
December 2011
20 posts
Then I woke up and the hills were green again
Dec 31st